Shibaraku

So I haven't made and entry in a long time. I guess I'll do it while I'm drunk. Man, there's been so many things that have happened in the the meantime. I just haven't had the time or energy to say it here. It's been crazy...

My sis was missing for a bit... I broke down and cried the first hour she was missing. No joke. No lie. I never say that I love her. I never say any sort of affection towards her. But. I do. I cried. I cried because she makes me lunch when I go to work. She makes me breakfast when I wake up late. She's my sister. My flesh and blood. It's not even that, because she's my flesh and blood. She can yell and cuss at me all day but I would still feel the same way. I'm stubborn like that.

So here goes the real meaning of this blog. I wanted to talk about the difference between omission of truth and lying. I don't it's the same thing. No way. Not even close. Lying to me is outright stating the opposite of the truth. Omission of truth is just not saying the truth. I'm not lying. I'm just not telling you the truth. I think I have talked about this before but... it's been brought up recently to me. I've internally debating, whether or not I should.

Should I tell her. Or should I withold the truth.... I don't know. I think that is the truth were to hurt, and they did not request for the truth... then why should they know? I'm honest but why cause hurt when it's not needed. Ahhh. It's such a debate in my head. I want to say "Stop, it's not good..." but who am I to judge... I'm not any better. I'm not. But I respect her... God I do... Enough... I'm done. I'm sure it'll come about again.

Drunk but not all happy,
Shadowlesstomorrow