Rubik's Girls

I love you, but not today. I want you, but tomorrow. I need you, but only yesterday. I want to be with you, but not right now. I want you here, but not here with me.

Oh you complicated girls. Break my heart, and sew up the seams. Turn me around, turn me back, turn me away, want me back. *smiles* I love it. Glutton for punishment, one of my six sins.

There's a fine line between confusing, and complicated. Complicated girls have this delicately beautiful persona that's hard to grasp and even more difficult to please. That's all part of the fun though. Working out the puzzle, solving the enigma. They are amusing to me. All the complicated emotions that spill forth from something as simple as a hug makes me smile, makes me interested, makes me attracted. Makes me want them more and more. Perhaps my mind needs a constantly steady stream of information to process, and perhaps I just have a general dislike for simple people.

Emotionally complicated. Ah. The best one and the main one I suppose. Not sure of their feelings, constanly changing moods like a drunk bi-polar (or rather with girls it's usually multi-polar). Highly amusing to me. Most girls, (simple ones) are just happy with flowers any day, but my girls, no not the case. One day it's hugs and smiles and flowers in a vase. The next day it's smashed vase against the wall behind me. Oh it's quite troublesome at the time to deal with the drama but in the end, the shifting moods makes me strive to figure out how to make them happy all the time. I'm not superman, I can't read minds but I think I can read people pretty well (superman can't read minds... why did I say that?). Even then, it's a difficult read and every time you look it's something new, something different. I think if I ever fully understood women, boredom would set in as surely as night after day. But luckily, there's you beautifully complicated women around to amuse me.

I just want to clarify that even though I say amuse, I don't want you to think I treat women like objects for amusment like a playstation. Rather, I highly respect women. With all the daily obstacles they overcome such as gender pressure to plain old wanting respect, I admire them. They are the strong, beautiful, elegant, more graceful half of the human race. They are complicated, smart, affectionate, caring and strong whereas most men are singly attributed. I may say amuse, but they are not objects of amusment to me singularly. Just wanted to clarify lest you find me a pig for my choice of words. Women should be respected and pedestaled in the grandeur they encompass.

Back to the topic at hand. I guess I should get into the opposing category now. Simple girls. Now this is where it gets interesting. Girls can start off as complicated on the forefront but become simple once I find out the reasons, the drive. Some people it's as simple as, living for my parents ideals. Psh. Next. These semi-interesting people hold my attention as long as a goldfish can remember. Once the puzzle is solved and the final turn on the rubiks cube is made, I look at the product with disinterest. I go through the motions like a pattern learned like a craftmen of tenure.

Babydoll, you now bore me, tell me something interesting.

Then on the same side of the specturm but just a shade too far left, there's the simple creatures with only primal instincts. God. Shopping, shoes, clothes, shoes, TV, sex, shopping.

*wide eyes* Uh so what do you think about abortion? What's your take on life? What do you think it means when coincidences happen? No answer or opinion huh? That's okay, I'll stare at the wall. That shade of white is quite interesting.

I'm an honest guy and I'll say whats on my mind. If you feel you need to drag it out then ask me with the pretext of "Honestly...". I'll speak my mind and it will be truthful but I pick and choose what I say. I don't lie, I just don't tell you everything. But know that everything I say or do generally serves a purpose, however random. I'm a little sneaky like that but never vicious motives. Why am I say that in this blog? Well, I'm just as complicated. *smiles* But wouldn't you like to know what my specific is. Have fun.

Amusingly Complicated,
ShadowlessTomorrow