Mindless

It's completely incomprehensible. What is of tails and which sides is heads. Where do we stand or rather which side should we? What has happened to all the heroes. Numb. Emotionally numb. Nothing but white, white, white. Fade away. Into everything and melt yourself into a reality that doesn't really exist in any way shape or form but in your mind. It's nicer there. It's safe. Nothing's wrong. The party goes on all night or at least until you want a change of scenery. You can do anything there. Smiles are real and so are the people.

The people. The people will never lie to you, and if they ever do, you would know. It's your world after all. You are an all powerful omnipotent being that is watching a movie. And the actors of the play, you already know all the lines by heart. Pause, rewind, rewrite, redo any scene any moment. They can't lie and they won't. They will always do as you say because you say so. They make you happy. Oh so blissfully happy. No confusion, no complexities that you can't unravel because you wrote it yourself. Your friends are doctors, lawyers, great people. You are a business man with no daily business with the luxury of a king without the responsibility. Everyone who surrounds you affects you but the effects are never negative unless it has a point. The people here are safe.

How many of us have receded into their mind for a night, an hour, a day. Week? Everyone does it. Some people withdraw without knowing and confuse reality with their own. Now isn't that curious. I know I find it a safe haven. I know it's safe there. And that all those failed dreams, hopes, wishes exist there tangible. No matter that matter it is there. Is this world too much a harsh lesson that we can't learn so we decide to go away? Yeah.

I don't even know what I'm talking about. It was nice to empty some thoughts though.

It's Nicer There,
ShadowlessTomorrow